Archive for February, 2006

cge na nga, usap na tayo dali!…

Thursday, February 23rd, 2006

nakakatawa… iniiwasan ko na nga, pinalapit pa sakin.,,.
hehehehe… well, that’s life, expect the unexpected, sabi nga..
pero ito lang, sa totoo lang, pag matagal mo na palang di nakausap ang isang taong naging close mo na…

nakakamiss pala talaga…

nafeel ko un kanina, sobra…kakaiba ang feeling..
so sad na parang nakakapanghinayang… haiz….

iniisip ko,,, musta na kaya xa?
nakakamiss ung mga pagkkwentuhan namin eh…
ung mga tawanan, asaran, lahat,,,…
nakakapanghinayang ung mga time na sana nagkasama pa at nagkasiyahan…
naiyak pa nga ako eh, (db che?!)

mahirap pala talaga ang maging mapride,…sobra…
pero once na nalunok mo na ang pesteng pride na yan, at sinimulan mo nang makipagbati…
ang sarap ng feeling.. para kang nabawasan ng tinik… ehehehehe…

minsan kasi, kelangan talagang me gumawa ng first move para maayos ang lahat eh..
kung pinagbabati nga kau tapos ayaw nyo naman. ala rin…

kaya, u know hu u r(?), bati na tau huh?
cge na nga, usap na tayo ulit, jeling na ako eh…
weeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhh….
hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!chinG!

cge, d2 na lang, these is for you!

"I wonder if it can be possible that, behind this poor mask of
disgust and under a steady barrage of abuse, I have ever really
succeeded in concealing from you the fact that I look on you as one of
the most enjoyable companions and the most admirable human beings it is
my good fortune to know."
Alexander Woollcott 

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quotable quotes…

Thursday, February 23rd, 2006

 
Don’t walk in front of me because I may not follow.
Don’t walk behind me because I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.
- Albert Camus

Brian Kessler: When you first meet people all you notice are
the differences between you and them, but as time passes you start
noticing the similarities. I guess that’s how all friendships begin.
Movies > Kalifornia

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the
kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual
inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else
believes in him and is willing to trust him.
> Ralph Waldo Emerson

A friend is a gift you give yourself.
> Baltasar Gracian

The only way to have a friend is to be one.
> Ralph Waldo Emerson

True friendship multiplies the good in life and divides its
evils. Strive to have friends, for life without friends is like life on
a desert island…to find one real friend in a lifetime is good
fortune; to keep him is a blessing.
> Baltasar Gracian

My mother used to say that there are no strangers, only friends
you haven’t met yet. She’s now in a maximum security twilight home in
Australia.
as Dame Edna Everage
 > Barry Humphries

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild
beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound
your mind.
> Buddha

A friendship that can end never really began.
> Publilius Syrus

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.
> Aristotle

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hmmm..

Sunday, February 19th, 2006

hey guys, this is my horoscope for the day…

>If you’re not comfortable with a new situation, say so — the earlier the better.<

well, what can i say? did it hit me? dunno…
basta… madali lang xang basahin, pero di ganon kadaling gawin noh?!
hahahahahaha!!!!
la lang…
nag share lang!!!
hehehehe…
chao!>_<

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loveless…

Wednesday, February 15th, 2006

just wanna share an message sent to my mail… here it is…

WHERE’S MY MATE , LORD?

Yes, mam ime, ive asked that question myself, too.

***

It is indeed a wonderful feeling to love and be loved in return. I couldn’t agree more.

Even if we’ve suffered much pain brought to us by that powerful word called love, we still continue to let it rule our hearts. Why not? It is His gift. It is one of the fruits of the Holy Spirit. And above of all, it is the greatest thing on earth.

But how are you going to deal with it, when at times you realize that there is no room for love in your heart – only pain and all its synonyms.

I will never forget the night I cried so hard, I wanted to scream my heart out … I wanted to ‘Meet Joe Black’ and ask him to take me so I could not be reminded of having a broken heart.

Love is supposed to be wonderful, I keep telling myself. But how can it be when it leave one’s heart with so much grief.

But then, realize. God himself has suffered because of love. It has  nothing compared to my worries about this not-so-cute-not –so-handsome guy I’m into. Helluer!

I mean, God.. you know.. you are an extraordinary Man, with an extraordinary heart. I am just but an ordinary girl who loves an ordinary guy, with an ordinary hope that we’d be spending the rest of our lives together.

Why are you so KJ? (I wanted to ask Him that, but I never tried to. I think it’s so unethical…) so why can’t it be the two of us? (that sounds better… do it in a song!)

Well, what’s good about God is that He has all the answers to my non-sense question… and in the first question raised earlier, here’s what He has to say:

“I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan – one that you cannot imagine – (imagine that!). don’t look around things you want, just keep looking off and up to me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you.”

Whew! See that? Here’s some more:

“ and when you are ready, I’ll surprise you with A LOVE FAR MORE WONDERFUL than any other  that you could dream of.”

Now that’s what I want – a love far  more  wonderful – I bet, you too.

I am a self confessed hopeless romantic. Can’t deny that. I’ve seen a lot of romantic movies even Koreanovelas – ‘Lovers in Paris’ to name one (its my most favorite) –
and I’ve always dreamed of having the same love story like Vivian Kang did. But come to think of it, I can be different – can be more romantic and be more heart thrilling. But that’s up to the Director of my life – God.

And His first instruction – Pray while you wait.

He said:

“Until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time…”

wow! Is that the reason why I suffer much pain and heartache? Because I am not ready and so is my mate? Owhh, that’s a little convincing.

But Lord, is it possible to prevent a broken heart? I mean, if you are still preparing someone for me, then don’t let anyone came into my way and make me fall in love with him, so I won’t get hurt.

Sounds like, I’m a prodigal daughter now.

God is orchestrating events in our lives to bring Himself glory. Trust His plans. Trust His hands. Imagine this – God created the universe perfectly, can’t He made a perfect match for His dearest  child. Come one, don’t be in a hurry. God would love you to take one day at a time, just like what He did when He created the heaven and the earth.

So, are you suffering from a heartache? Forget it. You tired of looking for someone to love you, leave it to Him. He is under control. I’m sure, you don’t want to miss His surprise of ‘a love far more wonderful?’

Listen, it is more than a tragedy to miss God’s will for one’s life. Imagine what kind of tragedy it could have been if Jesus missed His plan to die in the cross?

Just like looking for a mate, don’t settle for less, you are a child of God, you must settle for the Best – He can give you that – in His own appointed time.

So for this Valentine, join me in singing one great song for broken hearted ones – I can’t say when it will be over. Maybe it’s the fittest that survive it. Or maybe survival is pure chance itself.

But in my case, I have grown to have a broken heart. Maybe its fate. Or for comic reason, it’s there for something.

It’s there to remind me that the reason why I get hurt, I get scared, and I cry  due to a broken heart is because I’m out of God’s way, and I’m not following His will for me.

God said, NO. I said, YES. He said, NOT YET. I said, THIS IS IT, LORD.

Disobedience and impatience – two words that can cause you miss God’s wonderful plan. Try it, you’ll end up in one word – PAIN.

Yes, Lord, now I understand. I’ve got to stop looking around things that I want. You’re the BOSS, right? You want the Best for me?! Then so be it… Go ahead… it’s all up to you now!

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hey, you!

Wednesday, February 15th, 2006

why are there such people as bullies?

i mean, of what good are they really for ba?

every where you’ll see them hanging around, waiting for their prey…

in your community, school, or just even inside your own house…

yadda… i hate them…

i hate my bully xander even more…

it’s a sin they say to hate someone, but really, why did God created them in the first place? no body wants them, sheesh…

well, maybe that’s why, so we can get the chance to know and love them…

can that change them for the better?

dunno… but i guess it could be worth the try…

i still love my bully xander naman eh…

just hope he would not be so moody anymore…

even just before he pass…(?)

god bless, bully xander!

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let’s sleep na lang nga!

Tuesday, February 14th, 2006

hehehe… ilang oras na lang matutulog na ako… ask ko lang ha? ginagawa nyo ba ito? xempre hindi ung pagtulog, super duper grabe obvious na un eh… what i mean is, before you sleep, iniisip nyo muna ba lahat ng mga pinaggagawa nyo for the whole day? like,

iniisip nyo kung me nakalimutan ka ba?

o ikaw ba ay nakalimutan ngaun?

me nasabihan ka ba ng masama?

or ikaw ung me sinabing masama?

nakita mo ba ung gustong makita?

o nakita mo nga kaso me kasamang iba eh?

nagawa mo ba ung pinaplano mo?

o naging drawing lang ba?

nasaktan ka ba ngaun?

o ikaw ung nakasakit ng iba?

nagbulakbol ka ba?

baka naman nagsama ka pa?

kung hindi, bakit di mo man lang pinigilan?

me nakaaway ka ba ngaun?

nagbati na ba kau?

bakit ayaw mong patawarin?

naging masaya ka ba ngaun?

or me napangiti ka man lang ba kahit isa?

at higit sa lahat, nakapagdasal ka b ngaun ng totoo?

tungkol naman saan ung dinasal mo?

para makapasa sa test? di mabuking ang sikreto? mapansin ng crush? world peace? (layo! hehehe)

hay naku! dami namang dapat isipin!

let’s sleep na lang nga!!

oo nga pala….

me gagawin ka pa ba bukas? (^_^)

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happy valentine’s day…

Tuesday, February 14th, 2006

thank You God…

today has been a great day for me…

too bad i haven’t seen all of my friends on this especial day…

haiz, nakakamiss talaga… bakit b ganun?

un lang naman ang nakakalungkot…

ok na sana eh…

kaso me isa pang sumira ng araw ko…

saya saya ko na eh…

ang sungit… kala mo kung sino… hmph…

duh…

happy valentine’s day to all na lang…

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wishes…

Sunday, February 12th, 2006

haiz… there’s so many things i really want to do… i don’t know if i can make them all…

but i’ve got just one wish…

i hope i could see this person again even once…

so sad you won’ be able to read this anymore…

bye…

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